not knowing.or not telling.its a risk.

i suck at telling how i feel or watsoever.
but if telling you how i feel means losing you.
Its the biggest regret ever.
but by not telling I think i am being dumb.
Its obvious i like you.
Its obvious i adore you.
Its obvious i do wana be with you.
whats not obvious.
tell me bout it.
maybe my monotenoues look everyttime you're ard me.
is that how u spell monotenoues.watever.
if i were to fall for you. is it wrong?
Its not easy to love or like someone.
but when something like this happen i tend to keep quiet.
and i've had enough of keeping quiet.
i cant stand it any longer cos my heads' gona blow anytime.
sometimes i do think wat will i be doing if u never did enter this freaking life of mine.
wat i will be doing now later or 2mrw.
now im thinking what if you were to disappear after reading this.
fear of losing.i admit.
though i always deny it.
i DO FEAR OF LOSING YOU SOMEHOW
i donoe wat i putting across here cos im rambling over.
and my hands are shaking typing this.
will u get wat i mean?i hope so.