maybe what people dont get tires me out.

im doing all this, its because we can go somewhere.
i did not even complain.
why would you even think that im feeling that way.
you can just though of giving up on us, but in many worst situation i nver thought of that.
Cos in all relationship i have never gave up.they gave up on all the us-ed.
it applies to us.
i may just run away from all the problems in the past.
not anymore, cos with every problem i'm having with you,
I want it to be settled so we can have a better r/s.
so we can always be happy.
cos from the moment i am with you or b4 i have loved you.
and am still loving you.even more.
and im missing us being happy and im missing you.damn alot.


and ya to ppl out there, i think i've been keeping this too long and giving faces to you ppl too much. god damn it. she's damn attached to me and i love her and i bet she loves me too.so ya, stop trying.

I am venting everything.things not important also i wana state down cos im tired of keeping.and dear bloody blog ure listening quietly.tanx yaw.

okk, assesment argh wat the fuck right?sleepless night, stressing out.freaking out.
and mum ask me to quit if you cant afford.don let me have false hope, going to skul with no laptop to do work.jus so you noe mum , everything im using is damn impt. i bet you don understand right.u make me who i am.wen im married to my gf, i wont be like you.ok im damn angry.fucking damn angry